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29 November 2017

The Dead White Man

Christianity Today just published this article by Patricia Raybon about Oswald Chambers and today's racial issues, and it's just fantastic on many levels...  Take a minute...

If the format's too weird, read it on CT's site here.


28 November 2017

Giving Tuesday that keeps on giving...

Haiti celebrates many fascinating holidays, most of them focusing on remembrance of the bloody battles and heroes that won Haiti her independence from France. Christmas, just a few days before Haiti's biggest holiday of Independence Day, is simply not a big deal in Haiti.

There's never been any snow, children don't speak of any version of Santa Claus. There are few surprises, no presents, no special meals, and seemingly very little to celebrate, and even if there were, very little to celebrate with.  Haiti celebrates battles and freedoms, but most often skips over Peace, the Victor, and TRUE Freedom.

While Christmas in Haiti may not be a big deal, Christmas for Haiti IS.
God-made-flesh for Haiti is what Emmaus Biblical Seminary is ALL about, December 25th and EVERY day.

The majority of Haiti continues to live in a darkness as if the Light never came, in a freedom 1000 chains excessive of true. And the men and women of Emmaus are working every day, from start to finish, to make God's heart in heaven-came-down known, to pour out God's pursuit of 'those who live in great darkness', to work tirelessly at sharing the grace and discipleship of chain-breaking.

True Christmas transforming hearts takes TIME, and that's why at Emmaus we're equipping AS we're sending, forming AS He's filling, why we're practicing WHILE we're preaching. That's why our staff is focusing all our energy on teaching the Gospel to our 128 students as we're living it among them, and as we're giving it throughout Haiti (and the world...here we come!) alongside them.
God is sending EBS young men and women from throughout Haiti, 
Christmas already burning in their hearts, and we're cherishing the gift by making our mission of discipling Christ-like leaders for the transformation of Haiti and the world come alive through everything we do, in every way we do it.

And this Christmas, we need your help.

We are dedicated to making low tuition ($250 USD/semester) possible and providing a work-study program for free room and board for students He has called from any social standing. To continue doing this, we need scholarships to cover the additional $1000 USD it costs every semester to teach, equip, house, feed and send each student.

This Christmas season, join us in bringing true Christmas again and again for Haiti, providing a scholarship in ANY amount in honor or in memory of a friend, family member, organization, church, group or business, or as a gift!

All scholarship donations in any amount will be followed by a Christmas certificate sent from Emmaus to the person or organization you are giving in honor or memory of.

THANK YOU for including Haiti in your celebration of Christ COME this Christmas, for His glory.


Stacey Ayars, for the EBS Haiti family

Emmaus Biblical Seminary | Haiti | info@ebshaiti.org | ebshaiti.org
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25 November 2017

catch up in pictures

Alright...here's the last few busy days mostly in Instigram photos.

First, you know Christmas at Emmaus means lots of soccer tournaments, so the girls and I have been enjoying afternoons of soccer while Nora swings.

They also really really enjoy riding daddy-horsey :)
Sofie working hard on homeschool (though not as hard as we ALL have to work on French homework!)
I wish I had realized this about my mom before I was 19 :)
My English 3 students giving presentations on common sicknesses, prevention and treatment.
Lily's creative writing assignment this week.  I was worried about number 8, but she assures me that if a bad man tries to grab you, that's a good reason to punch him.  so.
Nora is 90% potty trained, and very proud of herself, happily telling anyone and everyone about her potty adventures :)
My English one class comes with NOT enough space and way too much grading...SO THANKFUL for Emily's massive help on this every week!!!
Spunky girl, helping with the mashed potatoes.  
Today's Friendsgiving, so full with the Edlers, Hekmans, Hari's, Stolbergs, McCormicks, Leme and Gues, Jodenel and Esther!  I was a little worried about 17 kids outnumbering 16 adults, but it was great (though my house is gonna take a while to catch up :)




Then tonight, Sofie could wait NO longer for us to make good on our promise that she could get her ears pierced when she was six...which she's been since JUNE :)  She is so excited.

Matt (very sad) is leaving again tomorrow, this time for 8 days, first to Houghton College in NY for some OMS meetings and then to the Francis Asbury Society in KY for a "Young Wesleyan Bible Scholars and Theologians" meeting (doesn't that sound fun!), and then to Asbury Seminary to sign a memorandum of understanding for partnership between OMS and Asbury Seminary and for recruiting for Theological Education.  

This is his last trip this year, thankfully, and we'd love your prayers for Matt and for the girls and I as we're without him. 





22 November 2017

living in the overflow of today

Well.

When my 'friend' Kara, whom I'd never met but heartily prayed for and read her words and thoughts daily, posted her last thoughts and faded from earth to heaven, I couldn't stop crying, and even though her friends kept her blog going, I just couldn't keep following.

But today Sharon sent me one of her old posts that her friends re-posted just today, which happens to be my birthday, which happens to be just for me.  And here I am crying again.  Maybe it's not your birthday...but maybe it's still just for you, too.


Each day presents each of us living with a choice. It is often hard to choose well. We are so regularly caught in the flow of our going, we fail to see the choices presented to each of us in our living. Most of our choices consist of attitude choices, living choices, choices to live in a hardened, bitter state or a grateful, soft state. If we are honest the battle for these attitudes is fierce.

As a mama of many ages, I see the growth in my children in this area. It takes maturity to move beyond your felt disappointments in each day. I see a beloved child hear no, and watch as their heart makes the difficult journey facing disappointment. I keenly realize my job is not to be the supplier of the happiness of my children. Contentment, joy, happiness—they are not fruits of getting what we want, they are choices governed by our hearts attitudes.

Some days I watch the fit, the struggle, the disappointment spent on my children. I watch the flying words, the grumpy faces, the angry behavior, and I get it. I simply get it. I have days I would love to give full vent to all the disappointments I astutely feel in this life.

I remember hearing a sermon from Timothy Keller about Job. He simply pointed out the heart of Job, and there was something so beautiful that he highlighted. He highlighted that in the pain, agony, disappointment of life, Job continued his conversation with God. The dialog of his heart continued in a vertical direction. 

I loved that. So when I look upon the disappointments of my children, I get it. I can patiently love them when they choose poorly with their attitude. It’s a beautiful moment for me to show them the gospel. I get to show them a pursuing love that is not dependent on their behavior. Jesus loves us, loves us, loves us, loves us—bad manners, poor attitudes, tantrums and all. Not only does He love us, He longs for us. He pursues us.

When Jesus was facing his horrible end, which proved only to be his beginning, He asked God to remove the cup from him. He asked for a different story. But he was talking to God, he was not spending his strength complaining to those around him. Like Jesus and Job, I can pour out my anguish, my pain, my disappointment with my story to Jesus. He understands. But then, then with a lifted face I get to walk into my day kept. Beautifully heard and kept. And in that keeping, I get to walk in faith, hard faith, towards the strength of my brokenness. It is not a mistake.

In being heard by an involved God, I am able to face each hard breath with kindness I don’t feel. I am able to extend love I don’t have energy to spend, I can meet my life with a strength that simply is not my own. I press deeply into Jesus and get to live when my story feels opposite of living. I get to enjoy good moments on bad days. I get to look for the grace of God’s kindness to my family that is flooding, flooding, absolutely unbelievably flooding into my family. It’s stunning. I sit quietly and receive, receive graces I never expected, certainly didn’t earn, and I get to embrace love abundant. And this broken, weak vessel is then able to overflow grace, love, joy in ways unimaginable even to me.

Last night my dear Anna came up from the pool where I could hear the loud and joyful noises of my people playing with every inch of energy they have. Energy I do not possess. I was sitting quietly in my nest enjoying a cooking show. Waiting for the moment they all found their way to my bed and I could then love them with reading. Anna came and asked how my heart struggled through those moments seeing strength I no longer have. I don’t remember my exact answer, but truly, those are the places I get to choose. Do I grow bitter that I haven’t the strength for boisterous strength, or do I listen gratefully that my guy has beautiful strength to spend? And when he’s done, I get to capture my loves in my quiet strength, reading and loving them cuddled in my bed nest. I choose gratitude.

After the guys came up, Anna’s husband Andrew asked me what my limitations felt like. I simply said, sure I have sick moments, nauseous moments that are awful, but mostly I’m a mama with a very little tank. My energy tank runs empty often. I just don’t have much go. So I must carefully protect the strength I do have. Rest well, so I can go a bit. Plan my big energy events for the end of my chemo cycles. And when I can go, to go with all I have. It’s mine to spend- why would I reserve it for a better day?

But we all do that, don’t we? We reserve our strength, hold back our big love, wait for a better day to spend what is ours to spend. Why? Why do we withhold all the love that has been given to us to give? Why do we choose to live in unforgiveness, angry heart, bitterness? It took cancer to cause me to look, to question, to wonder why I don’t extend myself in love, in grace, mercy, forgiveness all lavishly bestowed on me in Jesus? I have had to look honestly at my poorly spent health within the confines of sickness. But you there, you healthy one reading, why do you withhold love? Why don’t you live in the overflow of today? Are you testing those around you? Is that fair? Love has been given you to give—you will not regret the giving away of what was never yours to keep.

Today, my tribe is on a long, beautiful bike ride. I’m quietly beside the computer spending what I have asking you to spend what you have. Look for the grace, live loved by Jesus, and know that today has beauty for you to capture. I will get to capture the adventure my kids have had today. I get to delight in their strong bones, and willing hearts to ride in the beautiful mountains. I get today. I may not have tomorrow. So goodness, I’m going to capture what is mine to enjoy. Won’t you join me?

There is beauty for you to capture today, even if you are walking unthinkable hard, and I know many of you are. Today has grace appointed for it. It’s there waiting to capture us. Jesus is there, He’s tenderly ready to meet us at those new bottoms. There will be beauty in my tears, and I promise there will also be laughter. Impossible laughter in the midst of the pain.