Meeting with Rose for an hour last week was a joy. Soft-spoken and a seemingly naturally born leader, Rose has a high passion for the church plant recently started in Madeline, for her children, and for her fellow classmates...and her story is all but typical.
Meet Rose!
I wasn't born
into a Christian family, but my family was in the church. When I was 9, I was in the choir because I
loved to sing, but we were definitely not a Christian family nor did we follow
Christ in any way. When I was 17, I had
my first child, Mikael.
When I was 19 or
20, I became pregnant with my boyfriend who was into Satanic things, same as my
father's side of the family was.
While I was
carrying the baby, I was sleeping one night when an evil spirit came to me and
told me to serve him. I told him NO
because he was very frightening, and now this spirit troubled me to no end. After
many months, I thought for sure I was going to die, and I said a prayer of
confession, and I told God if he would give me the gift of life, I would serve
Him until the day I died and give him my whole life. I asked Him to save me, because I feared hell,
and I asked him to be my Savior and my Master.
When I finished
praying, I saw the sky open and a person descend in my dream, and I just looked
at his feet, and he said to me, "because you have called Me, I will
deliver you. The child in you shall be
named Daniel, and he shall be mine."
"Will YOU be
mine?" He asked, and I was healed that very night.
I woke up in the
middle of the night, and when I sat up, I saw a great light in our house.
Not long after, my
child was born, and I named him Daniel, and in that same moment I truly
answered Him, "YES, I will serve you, and all of my children."
It was that child,
my son Daniel, who caused me to come to Jesus.
Since then, I have been in the Gospel.
I married in
2000, and have had five more children.
In 2010, my
oldest daughter, Mikael, was studying in Port-au-Prince when the earthquake
happened. I went to Port to find her,
and never found her or her body.
It was through
that devastating event in my life that God starting calling me to full-time
ministry. I love to preach and share and serve in my church, I love to go on
missions and work in my community and in other's communities. But I just didn't want to go into full time
ministry because I had children and so many needs. My husband hadn't worked for 9 years, and I
was the provider in our family selling things and doing some small
business...just enough to feed my kids.
I didn't feel like I had the time or the provision.
But after 2010,
when my dear one died, the Lord made it clear to me that He had been calling
me, and I was being disobedient.
I kept trying to
serve Him, but in my own ways, and in the ways that I wanted.
I was afraid
classes would be too hard. I was afraid
the work would be too hard. I was afraid
that full time ministry would be too hard.
I was afraid I couldn't take care of my children. I was afraid that I'd have to step out too
much on faith.
I didn't feel I
could.
But God was still
asking me for my praise. He put His praise
in my life, a vision for His kingdom, a realization that the victims of the
earthquake were STILL in His hands. He
made me realize that HE was MORE than my lost child, MORE than the people who
had died, MORE than my plans and MORE than my fears.
Those
realizations He gave me changed everything.
I stood in my church and shared those things, and many were crying and
comforted and then converted. I left
church and came to Emmaus the next day to get information.
And here I am,
fully abandoned.
In March, my
small group from my church in Cap-Haitian planted a small church under a tree
in Madeline and started meeting there regularly. My pastor came and preached the opening
service for me, and a singing group from the church, and I tell you, every
Sunday I am there, there is someone who comes to the Lord. God told me He would send people to become
the church, and that is what He has done.
I know that if
God has called me to the Seminary and to full time ministry, AND HE HAS, that
He will care for me and my children and my family and all of my fears.
The first class I
took at the Seminary was missiology with Pastor Junior at the start of August,
and already this class has changed everything about how I look at the mission
of our little church, and God's mission for Haiti and for me.
If you have any problems or questions or need help, please email and we'll get right back to you!
Oh brought tears to my eyes!
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