the ayars affairs

update: just returned from trip two of the evening, and still no baby.  Maxi and Kerline continue to not allow themselves to talk like this baby is happening, which just breaks my heart...no name, no smiles, no "when the baby comes..."

Praying and trusting.  Midwife is there, they really want to try to do this thing at home and stay away from the hospital,  and we're just trusting and believing and waiting to see what the night holds, trusting that with the morning light will come another miracle...