Before
long, people all over the mountain top were asking about this Son of God. Though literacy is rare, the stories
and passages Ezekiel read from the Word were passing house to house like fire in the drought season.
The
new believers quickly outgrew his parents small hut, and a sandy piece of
property owned by one of the new believers was given over for a church.
Piece
by piece the wood was split and smoothed by men in the “church”, and in about a
month, Ezekiel and his father had built this small place of worship. The twal was brought up from the
village below shiny piece by piece, and soon the church had it’s cover from the
blazing sun.
Sunday, I
saw a lot of things I’ve never seen before, but one of the most beautiful was Cher
Pas
(Dear Pastor) standing before the crowded church of 50-60 believers in an
attitude no different than the attitude of the man I had just spent 5 hours
driving and hiking with.
Ezekiel
was Ezekiel, and with no fancy speech and no pompous display, he jumped right
into greeting his family and joining them in prayer. AND, he preached in jeans.
I
know your pastor might preach in jeans, and I know a lot of pastors do. In other countries.
But
I swear to you that in five years, I have NEVER seen a Haitian pastor preach in
jeans, much less wear jeans in church.
If you are important, you dress like you are important, and that is
that.
We
have struggled for years over the cultural expectancy that you will NOT go to
church if you can’t arrive in fine dress and shiny shoes. To see dirty, sweaty, jeaned Ezekiel
stand before his family just as he was meant others in the church…others who
have never had shiny shoes and never will…could praise the Lord as they were,
too.
And
they did. We did. As we were. I wore $1.25 Old Navy sandals for the whole hike up the
mountain, and I wore $1.25 Old Navy sandals the whole service. Lots of people weren’t wearing shoes at
all, and I didn’t get the sense that anyone thought God cared.
“You
all know the story of the woman who was bleeding!” Ezekiel shared right at the
start of the service, paper chains and flowers blowing gently in the slight
breeze overhead.
“She
was bleeding, oh, for such a long time.
Every day, suffering. And
when she left her home that morning in search of Jesus, she had one motivation. There was just one thing she wanted to
do…and that was touch Jesus. She didn't get anything else in her mind.”
“If
you came here this morning,” he shared humbly and matter-of-factly with the
congregation “with any other motivation, you will most definitely leave here
disappointed.”
“But
if we come together today to touch Jesus, and to be touched by Him, trusting
and knowing that He is all we need, then we will be satisfied deeply in Him. Amen? Amen.”
Noel
led us in worship after Ezekiel prayed, and with more and more people joining
me on the rickety school bench I perched on, I had a surreal moment.
How
did I get here??? I am a prissy girl
from Ohio. I was going to be a
ballerina. Then a musician. Then a journalist. I love Rocky Road. I love Cincinnati Reds games, heated
seats, log cabins, penguins. I
don’t remember not being able to read. I've had Lasik. I went to a tiny high school and a tiny college in a tiny town in
Kentucky. I’ve been to Paris, to
London. I have a major obsession
with holiday themed candy, I’ve been white-water rafting, I have a major problem of calling people by nicknames they never gave me permission to use, I was a vegetarian
for years, I wanted to change the world.
And
here I sat. Crammed on a broken
bench in a filthy skirt, dripping sweat. On the tippy top of a mountain a
million miles from…anything. Singing my heart out with family I just met in a language I didn't know existed a few years ago, nothing with me but my battered camera and a dirty bottle of hot water the four of us had been sharing all day.
Like Ezekiel, this wasn’t what I had planned. And yet, I was, I am completely and totally and joyfully satisfied by His presence.
Like Ezekiel, this wasn’t what I had planned. And yet, I was, I am completely and totally and joyfully satisfied by His presence.
And
here it was, just as Ezekiel said...at some point in my life, I realized that more than anything else, I just wanted to touch Him, and be touched by Him, and reach for
Him with my brothers and sisters.
Behold,
family, our brothers and sisters.
Bought with the same blood.
Freed by the same price.
What a unity we have found in Him.
What a deep joy, to be His.
Junior
quickly snapped me out of my heart wanderings, stepping to the front of the
church with a huge bloody piece of cloth wrapped around his thumb, a small
ladder and Bible in his hand, quickly jumping into 2nd Peter 1.
“You
see verse 5?” Junior asked, with all the humility just displayed by Ezekiel but
with the power of the Holy Spirit that comes out through Junior if you can get
him to preach. “Make every effort. Apply all diligence. We've got work to do!”
“Yes,
we died to our sin and received His forgiveness and have new life in Him and
will spend eternity with Him.”
“But
we are not finished. He is not
finished! We must spend every one
of our days making every effort to be like Him…to live like Him!”
He
then pulled out his ladder--which I later learned had caused him to machete
through his thumb in the making--and starting with verse 5, went through all
the qualities God asks us to strive for in our journeys with Him, using each
rung of the ladder to help us visualize these stages in holy living.
Moral
excellence, knowledge, self-control.
Perseverance, godliness, kindness, love. He elaborated on each one, pulling other passages from
Scripture into each description, bringing to life what these things are and
look like, repeating them over and over pointing to the rungs of the ladder, knowing
he was sharing with a largely illiterate audience who would have to put to
memory the passage.
For
as long as you practice these things, you will never stumble.
Ezekiel,
who never gets a turn to sit on the other side of the pulpit, was visibly moved
and encouraged by the hour of intense feeding, and all I could think of as
Junior finished frape kè m was, “I have BEEN to church today!”
I
closed us out in prayer, blessed by His presence and the presence of those
around me, and then spent a few minutes meeting some of the people now overflowing
the tiny church.
Thirty
minutes later we sat around a little bench with heaping plates of greasy rice
and…meat-ish-something, and Ezekiel couldn’t stop grinning.
“I
thought Junior, Stacey, Noel coming was the blessing of the day. But that was only the beginning. Junior, you must share that message
everywhere. We must continue to
preach the Gospel. Look.”
Ezekiel urged, voice going soft, emphatically pulling the three of us into a huddle like he had a
secret to share.
“We
must continue studying and preaching the Gospel. It is all that we have to offer. All that we have to offer rich city people, poor mountain people. It’s all we have, it’s all we
need. We must continue, yes. Let’s continue! We can’t grow faint.”
He
looked solemnly into our eyes as we made a hearty silent pact and returned to
our rice.
WOW, so much good stuff here I don't know what to comment: Here's what I keep coming back to - supporting Emmaus is where it's at - keep pouring into those guys who are willing to preach in jeans!
ReplyDeleteWhat great "soul food" that was to read! I am just soo flippin happy Stace that you have allowed God to do His thing with your life :) I always knew He had big plans for you to further His kingdom...even as little teen-agers in ohio. My heart is so glad to read this one today...smiling so big right now!
ReplyDeleteStacey - thank you, I felt like I was there with all of you on that mountain!
ReplyDeleteSO good stace, thanks for capturing all you experienced for us. Jesus has given you such a gift with words...and put you right in just the place to use that gift :) Love you!
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