Having these two weeks off school (and having Dad's extra set of hands) has given us more time in the community, too. Yesterday morning we visited several good friends, and went to see "Oreo's" new baby goats.
Sofie and Kevins are only 3 weeks apart, but he is beating her in chub and in hair! It was wonderful to be able to catch up with lots of friends in Saccanville, and Lily REALLY had a good time making new little friends and playing in the mud and with all the goats, chickens, dogs, cats...
We also had good time here at home with Grandpa, with Dodo and Bubba...
...and with Junior, Civil, Fanfan, Belony, and other staff and students as they are using the campus as "ministry headquarters." If this was a women's university, we would have a lot less dinner guests :)
Junior, Belony, and a box of Bibles headed out yesterday morning to Yolene's church community, and met up with 11 other students. They all then joined with member's of Yolene's church plant and broke into three groups, going throughout the entire area, preaching the Gospel.
"I'm not going to lie to you," a very weary Junior and rather down-trodden Belony told me upon their return. "It was a really hard day. It was like EVERY person we met wanted to fight with us. One long debate after another, everyone had so many arguments. Some days, it seems like everyone is interested in Jesus, and today it seemed like NO one was...everyone was interested in being told that nothing needs changed."
One woman argued that she never had sinned, therefore had no need of Jesus. Many argued that they pray to demons and spirits, Jesus, God and Satan, and that it didn't matter who you spoke or committed to, as long as you were committed. Lots of people felt that a commitment to the saints was the same as a commitment to Jesus.
As Belo and Junior revealed conversations from the day, I found myself uncertain about what the right response to varying debates should be! These were hard issues, hard arguments. "What did Brave SAY when he said that?" I kept asking, or "How did Jasmine respond to that kind of an argument?"
As Junior and Belony told me what each of the students had said in response to each debate, I quickly felt as if I had been to church. AMEN, I kept thinking. Hah, YES...that's it. Ah, what a relevant Scripture to bring in at that point....YES, way to go, Benjamin....that IS the truth! Amen!
While the guys were exhausted and a bit discouraged in the retelling by people's responses to the Gospel, I was invigorated, thrilled and blessed by the students' presentation of the Gospel! THEY HAVE GOT IT! What Matt and I came to Haiti to do, to accurately teach leaders the Gospel so that they could take its' transforming message throughout Haiti, has happened, is happening.
We tend to get so frustrated by the immediate picture that we haven't seen the big picture like I did yesterday. A student threatened another student, and had to be expelled. Failure. No matter how big the portions are, a small group of students continue to gripe that they aren't served enough food. Failure. We want the seminary to have a high academic standard, and half the first year class didn't even know the books of the Bible. Failure. By OUR standards.
And yet here this evangelism day yesterday and the fluency, accuracy and passion with which the students were able to boldly present the whole Gospel in the face of persecution, ridicule and worldly thinking...Success...By His.
To encourage Belony and Junior, I told them again that they weren't responsible for how the Gospel was accepted, for people's responses, or for conversions. They weren't responsible for what kind of soil the Seed fell upon. They were responsible to give it. To preach it, and they had.
As they drug themselves back to their dorms for a well deserved rest, holding my hands and affirming, "Yes, Sister. You are right...praise the Lord"...I realized that this same message was for my encouragement, as well.
I feel so blessed and encouraged to be used by Him, to give the Gospel...unresponsible for how the students accept or apply it. It is He who cares for the harvest...and He is.
Praise the Lord...
p.s...11 new brothers and sisters joined us in His Kingdom yesterday!
Praise God for those words today:):)
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